As promised . here’s gonna be a little short update about what i’m doing for this past few weeks or even days. i think part of you knows what i’m going through right now. maybe this post is gonna be alittle “rough” , you can leave if you’re not interested. HAHA. but for peeps that have been asking me. This post is for you.

i’m a little more active on my twitter and instagram for those who followed me will know. i’ve been ranting alot on twitter. & there isnt much updates about me on facebook recently.

Yes, last month was really a very tough month for me i guess. first, i’ve been falling sick – on&off – feeling very tired and stress i guess. things aint working really well. maybe i should break the news?  or not yet. haha. for those who knows will know. if dont know, wait till March ^^

& i’m officially out of job. yes ! after a year, it happen again. sometimes dont believe also must believe. you think everyone was so nice? as nice as what they told you and treated you on the outside? BULLSHIT. i aint that stupid , or rather say i’m not that smart as well. half half la. just that i took longer time to realise? not first time anyway. fuck it. it’s not super bad, but i feel that i’m being used and i dont feel fair at all. it was really super good and nice and everything went so well at first. guess things or human changes really that quickly & stupid me didnt realise. i was not the only one saying and feeling this way. someone understands how i feel being there. & there’s eyes. REMEMBER. treat someone how you wanted to be treated. simple.

let me mention about some good points first . i have flexible working hours provided that i’ve finished my work la. & i can take leave anytime to do some freelancing or to attend some events when i’ve to. BECAUSE i’m a part-timer. there isnt much restriction for me. BUT i’m handling more thn what i’m suppose to handle initially. & i because i’m a part timer, i DO happen to be working during midnight to settle some simple letters or whatever that needs computer and he cant do it before. or doing slides or prepare anything that was needed for meetings on weekends. because i hate being in office. close on eyes lo. work at home. even on weekends also okay la. it’s my job anyway. boss also never kp i bring work home to do already i kp what right. with a monthly pay of 1k (:

until recently, he wanted to convert me into full-timer with increment of a little money but longer working hours. heavier workload. not flexible anymore ~ really very little. but we decided to work something out. & i requested with CPF. so yeah. before knowing what he wants to offer me, i leave first. I REALLY BTH. at that time i’m still receiving 1k. i’ve mentioned before, if i receive peanut pay, & you expect many many, you definitely receive my peanut work.

i’ve been falling really unwell & my whole one year of work, it was my first time taking an MC. so yeahhhh. what do you think? i was on bed for 3 days. sleeping and sleeping and medicationssssssss. fucked. & when i went back. i was like , WTF? you know what situation i’m in & i still have to handle this heavy loads of shits, especially running errands and carrying heavy stuffs. if you’re in my shoe, you’ll be fucking pissed. really pissed.

Next, i’m those kind of person who priorities what i’m suppose to do first. & HAPPEN that i’m handling 8 person’s work last month. it wasnt alot of work, but to that fucking pathetic bitch, she think she’s the one paying me. i’m not his fucking pa or a team pa okay. i’m just being nice. fucking piece of shit. yeah, a new baby to the team? clap . as i said, i priorities my work. obviously i’ve finish jobs that my boss assign me before doing other’s right(especially when they’re not the one paying me) . i can choose not to do a single shit concerning to you.

YES, i was already pissed looking at what i’m suppose to do, but cant do anything and that baby come provoke me. fuck youuuu~ if you see this, GOOD. i wanna see how long you can last being so fake. bitch please . i dont deserve those kind of attitude from you. JUST because i didnt do what you told me to do, you wanna come show that fucking unhappy bitch attitude of yours. hey. do i know you?  i dont think so. & you dont pay me. NOT EVEN A CENT. chey. -‘-

okok, enough of that ass right there. & yeah, say till i super hot right now. and hungry -.-

& i’m being super unhappy and emotional recently. THIS SUCKS. FML.