been so long since i’ve updated my blog. so sorry ! was not in a very good condition for the month of August. not even now ): !
ever since i entered the third trimester, my nightmare started. & this is really really torturing. actually i wanna to blog about this last week, but idk why i just cant upload any images here. so drag till now.
i swear, third trimester is really very horrible for me & i’m still now at my third trimester ! FML. before my routine check up on 17 Aug, i went back a week earlier as walk in. i cant stand it anymore. suddenly my body developed so many tiny red spots that’s soooooo fucking itchy and i cant take it anymore. actually it developed since start of August , but not this much and still bearable. till the second week of August, i nearly died.
it spreads ! it’s on my whole tummy, and it spreads to my arms and thigh ! went directly to the labour ward to see a doc because my gynae is not in.
So, they put me in a cute little ward to monitor my baby’s heartbeat, and contractions interval to see if this rashes will affect my bby . & that few hours there is really really v horrible. i cant touch my tummy and the rashes is killing. the thingy that is on my tummy produced a little heat and it only make the itch worst !
Midwife came in to take my blood pressure, my heartbeat, my temperature like i’m giving birth -.- Just look at the color of my tummy. the rash is growing on my stretch mark, making it worst ! Can you imagine how miserable and torturing i felt ? ):
The only thing i was happy is i’m able to hear babye’s heartbeat . I’ve uploaded to my channel – https://www.youtube.com/c/JerlindaTan
After applying the steroid cream that the doc prescribe, those tiny red dots are being “burned” off, & it leaves a dry and black scar. Look at my tattoo, the rash grew there and it ruined it =.= This was taken at about 36 weeks. my boobs were also affected. & i really feel like crying. i can never have my body back. it’s scar and stretch marks everywhere. i’ve been applying alot of creams and oil to prevent them since 3rd month of my pregnancy, but it still happen.
& ya, my rashes are called PUPPP, you can read up on that if you’re interested. but i’m not the only one who has develop this kind of rashes during pregnancy. i know i’m not alone, but it’s just so terrible that i can’t even sleep at night. i’ve to take oral medication to stop the itch and it cause drowsiness. so i’ve been sleeping most of the time.
Occurring in one of every 150 pregnancies, PUPPP stands for “pruritic urticarial papules and plaques of pregnancy.” In plain English, PUPPP is an itchy, bumpy rash — annoying but benign — that usually develops on the abdomen near the umbilical area and spreads to the thighs and extremities.
i’m the unlucky one. 1/150
Emerald Lau, you better be good to me when you’re out. I’ve suffer so much for you ! you better love me more thn you love your dad !
I’m at the 37 weeks & 3 days now. i cant stand heat ! my body’s temperature is always v high. i’m always boiling and sweating, i can even sweat when i’m in air-conditioned room or even when i’m sleeping ! when i get hot, my rashes will start to itch again. my boobs are always burning , i fucking swear if anyone irritates me i will slap that person . the itch is really terrible, especially when it’s on my boobs, i cant scratch ! totally no chance at all, even if i can scratch, it hurts !
till now i’ve no contractions, only braxton hicks. the tightening of stomach is really some kind of uncomfortable, and sometimes abit of pain at the V.
Emerald ah Emerald, please be out when you’re ready. you’re in your full-term already, we’re waiting for your arrival <3
i’m not that emotional stable ….