mayb will public my blog soon ;
no more private lo (!)
yesterday when science centre .
only our class .
went t see those people who invent some “cool” stuffs .
oks . this is part of our science project also .
we need t invent something new .
there are examples t show later (: !
went t science centre at around 1130pm .
reach there . everyone go seperate ways .
as usual, me carmen & amanda . we hang around with th boys grp
boys more fun laa !~ lol -.-
then whole day we were like playing like mad like tht .
its fun being with them laa . jokers !
oks . pictures !
after outing at th science centre . we went back schoool !
i’m late . yes i’m really late ! & i’m late for like one hour ??!
cos we were suppose t go back t school at 2pm . then drag till 2.30pm
th bus drag even longer ! about 3pm then come !
i’m meeting my friend at 2.45pm !
then faster go collect my stuffs & went out of school.
me & carmen walk fast fast t braddell mrt station .
she meets her boyf . i meet my friend
ok then went amkhub for movie !~
he treat me uh . good hur . LOL !
star trek . ok laaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! actually i dont really like tt show .
since he want watch then watch lo .
ok then headed home .
phone get confiscated -.- stupid .
well ; i’m kinda sick and tired of this kind of life .
i dont know how long i can survive in this kind of conditions .
yeahyeah . school pressure . family pressure & also friends pressure .
whatthhell is all this man ?
i’m also a human with feelings & attitude .
ohhell ; this is my life . i’ve th right t choose th path i wanna t go .
i need to have my freedom . i need t relax .
i know my mom had help me alot .
but problems lies with my dad .
i know he’s worry about me .
but this is nt th way . he’s too exaggarating .
he’s tooooo old – wooden block ? dont know laa !
just very straight minded who only thinks about himself & not thinking about me -.-
he dont let me go bbq chalet . ahng out late with friends all kinds of stuffs .
can you imagine .
i only go play basketball with dalian & co , he called me go home & i got scolding ?
whatthefuck . sometimes i really feel like dying .
why is all this happening t me ?
he is biased yes he is . i doesnt care .
i just want my own freedom & everything . including privacy .
this is my life not yours . controlling me everytime will drive me crazy .
i cant stand all this . really, i cant .
i will break down anytime .
having a boyf is also very normal .
what for kicking a big fuss ? FUCK !
really , i cant show any respect t you anymore .
there is also a limitation from me . i dont want t see your fucking temper again .
k accompanied me back home .
& my dad saw it -.-
he’s making a big fuss over it -.-
fucking lame . what century already ? lame .
so what if we’re holding our hands ?
big deal ?
okk . me & k are not together .
there are promises btwn him & P .
i dont mind being with him .
i find him quite a nice chap .
dont know also . his image has been floating in my mind everytime
but i still cant forget eddie .
how ? can i have k ? & forget about eddie ?