Swimming in fire;

Before everything went downhill, 让自己忙碌证明还活着 


Nexcare Ambassador @ Teenage Mag’s Valentine’s Day Event


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Basically, we just approached people to do our survey and then gave them a free sample. So much for being an ambassador.

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But well, at least I got a free gift set with all their products to try~

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I tend to spend money at work, stupid right. But Ya Kun’s Green tea freeze drink is pretty good!

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And this is the selfie I took before going to work, which I am using as my avatar and I love it because it has such a relaxed look and well, prolly would be how I look like if I worked in A&F but my red hair they can’t accept so wtv.

Modern Beauty salon Promoter

So, Nexcare was from 13th-16th 
and I worked for Modern Beauty from 17th to 21st. 

Biggest mistake of my life to agree to work,
I hated the sales job so much. 

Promoting facials?
Selling people things they don’t need?
Lying to people?
I don’t know, not my thing. 

Wanted to quit within the first two hours, 
because it was agonizing and time passed so slowly and the job sucked ttm,
Managed to get a mid-week break tho.

My agent lied to me, 
by saying she applied for my staff pass so I can’t back out. 
what a bitch. 
There was no such pass.

Also, she made the job scope sound very vague 
and so I didn’t know it was to sell facials urgh.

Not gonna work for her anymore once all my current assignments are done.


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I tried to cheer myself up at work with a good cup of mocha.

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Her boobs were so badly photoshopped, I feel so bad for her. And the image of the co is like whattttttt

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Dinner on the second day of work, Saizeriya’s food looks pathetic eh.

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The famous fish soup from Hup Lee Eatery in The Arcade, the fried fish is not dry so it’s superb. :>

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Met a customer to sell off my preloved clothing and she wrapped her money in this really cute packaging; I’m now using it to hold my Ez-link card!

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On the mid-week break, I went for my Clinique training to learn about the new EBEL. It’s a superb product which activates your skin’s natural ability to regenerate moisture! Available in two variants for dry and oily skins respectively, so go down to any Clinique counter to try! (Ps, with every purchase, there will be a FREE gift set worth $30!)

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That night, had dinner with my babe Kim and a friend whom I haven’t talked to in forever.

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Had dinner at the Big O Restaurant cause we bought coupons for it; the mushroom soup was ok but needs to be heated more.

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Baby ribs :>

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Tell you my photo edits iz good one.

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The best part of working for events, is meeting new people; these girls made work survivable.

“Burning in water, drowning in flames”

I feel like a zombie on life support, 
a skeleton with a beating heart, 
and eyes that cry 
but there’s nothing left of me.

I feel horrible.
I messed up my life again.
Do I know how to even live my life?

No, I clearly don’t.

They always say, “Once bitten, twice shy”
and if you make the same “mistake” over and over,
it’s no longer a mistake,
it’s a choice.
A fucking stupid choice.

People tell me, 
you’re just young,
you don’t know how to deal with such situations well enough yet,
but now you learn and you know.

Really?
I had to get hurt this way to learn?
Now I see human touch and I’m afraid.
And I promised myself that I won’t hug guys anymore.
And if anyone doesn’t respect that, 
then fuck off. 

Woke up on Friday feeling suicidal;
and I still had to work.
Was trying so hard not to cry and stuff


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The glue that kept my insides together.
Friday night, I only got home at 3am.
Because I needed to be a friend to someone,
despite myself crumbling into bits.

I know I do also have people who care for me,
but what I need now, 
is just to be left alone. 

I. Need. To. Be. Locked. In.


Clinique Angel

Started work for Clinique on the 22nd, 
despite having little sleep the night before.
Was hoping that Clinique work would be better but meh.

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My before and after makeup transformation!

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Lo and Behold, the Even Better Essence Lotion!

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My partner and I for the next 7 weekends, hwaiting!~

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My ponytail looks horrible from the front but lovely from the side; shall I talk to you like this?
It really hurt to be walking around in 4 inch heels to give out flyers
but I met up with my god bro and pampered myself with

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TIM HO WAN’S BUNS ARE THE BEST
Work has been screwing up my lunch times thou, 
ate lunch at 4ish
and immediately left house for dinner at 5.30

Dinner was fish head steamboat at Whampoa!
(Have to wait for at least 1 hour)


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How can you go to a hawker and not have sugarcane?
Thought it was okayy only la, idk maybe cause I didn’t have the mood to eat.

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His joy and innocence, I envy.

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The lights were mesmerizing

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On sunday, I decided to feature a new product from Clinique, which is the Anti-blemish corrector concealer! It helps to not only conceal, but also fix your blemishes~

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Had the cheesy pasta shrimp snacker for lunch and the new revised fries are oomph so good
For dinner, we went to Nihon Mura; 
because well we had vouchers for 19 free plates

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JUZ EAT

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Oh no what have I done?

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Never mind, happy that I conquered muahahah

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We also had some ramen

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Le sissy and the mum

When we got home, 
found out that my mum’s Newcastle convocation and my SAT test are like on the 2nd of May and 3rd of May respectively.
We were supposed to all go holiday together

then my mum got upset that I didn’t rmbr the date
and I got upset with myself cause I failed as a daughter.

I fail at being myself
and at life in general right?

“En toute chose il faut considérer la fin.”

Look before you leap, think before you act.

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